weekend in pc

this weekend went well. i had so much fun on friday and saturday nights. ahh the girls always can make me smile.

however there was way to much drunk dialing going on..sorry to those who know what im talking about.

i have however been slightly disapointed in a few things.

life is such a hypocrasy. 

because im an independent 19 year old..who happens to have a relationship thats not all boyfriend girlfriend lovey dovy im a "slut"

however i feel like a reason its not the boyfriend girlfriend stance..is because im not however slutty enough..perhaps. i donno, maybe if i post pictures of myself in lingerie it apparently gets me some respect from some parties. who knows. i hope that wouldnt get me respect. 

i know these have been getting vague and short, but its just thoughts down in here. so all for now.

sincerely yours,

mur