weird feelings

so ive always normally been the i want love kinda girl. however lately ive been feeling so different about so many things. i want to try so many new things in my life, and probably not stay in one place for to long once i graduate, and travel a bunch while im in school too. so i guess what i have now with the current interest works out well. its just such an odd feeling, almost like having no feelings for the person, but they are there. i donno its so weird to me. i almost feel like a shallow guy who wants the perks of a relationship without the commitment. so strange i dont know what to think about it anymore. 

sincerely yours,

mur