much on the mind

so i have a bunch of work i should be getting done right now but instead i think i just need to write some thoughts down. its been an interesting two weeks i must say, tons of stress over money, school, jobs etc. its hard with this economy to find ways to make the money for things you want. i really want another tattoo ive been thinking about a chest piece lately, im still giving it quite a bit of thought, and i have plenty of time to do that since i am so broke. 

school has been pretty good, with the more and more lecture classes and art history courses i take the happier i am with my choice in major. im so ready to stop spending money on art supplies i dont want. 3-d has taken a huge chunk if money out of my pocket. i love books, reading, and papers, all quite cheap i must say in comparison. 

i have articles to write for the newspaper i should be working on as well however im not, i'll get to work on them tomorrow i hope depends on if they let me stay at work or whatever happens. im also quite worried about my living situation for next year/this summer. im going to look at a 1 bedroom tomorrow but i have a feeling it wont include utilities and be to expensive. i did however just find a studio apartment all utilities included for 500 a month, now that i can do. i kind of want to live by myself. i did a ton of biking around today, ate lunch at the park it was kind of nice to just sit and think. 

i just started seeing this guy named alex. he has to be one of the nicest people i have ever met, and im actually having a hard time with that haha. as weird as that sounds i just dont understand the nicenest...but hes growing on me so we'll see where it goes. there are a few complications i still need some more information on..i'll be interesting. 

i interviewed at desoto row gallery for a volunteer position there, i hope it get it. if i dont get that then i really hope i get the district editor and chief post, i interview for that next friday. 

im tired of being tired. i havent gotten a full nights sleep in i dont know how long.i really want to sleep in this weekend, i hope i can. 

i should be studying for 3-d and anthropology im just not sure how to study for them...unlike art history its not just flashcards i guess. i'll just study my notes i suppose. i didnt buy the book for 3-d so i cant really use that either..mostly because its expensive and i know i wont want to keep it for how much it costs. i really want some coffee right now..but im broke..and yeh not leaving the amazing couch that i now sit on at the library. i almost want to take a nap on it, then get to work..probably not the best idea. all for now. i need to actually study.

sincerely yours,

mur