crash

gosh when i start liking someone i crash hard into it. i need to slow it down a bit. just for my own feelings sake. i want to be one of those girls that can be all non attached at first and gradually get there, its just so odd in our generation. i mean back in high school you didnt "date" people you were just "going out" its so odd. what happened to dating? why are we so expectant to just be in a full on blown out relationship every time there is mutual feelings. i mean there is so much to learn about people. 

i'll admit it, im a cosmopolitan reading, sex and the city watching gal, and they all talk about dating, however im not a samantha and going to sleep around, and carrie seems to be my best match (fans you know what im talking about haha). however even with her because it is only and hour long episode, you get dating 101 in about 10 min. or less. so what the hell are you saposta do when you finally get out of port charlotte and into a world were dating is what you do? 

cosmo is of no help, unless you want the 10 best ways to blow your mans mind. while that is all fine well and good, how do you get to the point where hes your man? that would be an interesting idea! 

well im going for a run,

sincerely yours,

mur