looking up

things are looking up once again. hopefully this time it says that way. 

sincerely yours,

mur

constant

the only constant in my life lately seems to be the ache and pain of the muscles i dont ever get to use anymore. this muscle that runs my entire body is in sore everyday and its not because i work it in a good way. this muscle beats, and creates life, but a life that i want to share. it is sore from being pushed in all the wrong ways. 

sincerely yours,

mur

are you

out there. would be nice if you showed up right about now. 

sincerely yours,

mur

FUCK

stress, school work, work, life, and relationships. fuck it all. 

sincerely yours,

mur

skydiving

didnt happen. stupid weather. alas, i do however have a voucher to go again whenever i want for FREE well not for free i already paid for it, but it kinda feels like it. the center is really nice too and said they would gladly let us camp on their property or stay in the bunks they have woot :D. so hopefully it will happen soon. 

sincerely yours,

mur

skydiving

it is happening tomorrow. crazy. 

sincerely yours,

mur

last night

was awesome. i went out for dinner and a movie with this guy name schuyler. hes super nice, and we seemed to get along great. so hopefully things will work out and continue. i have so many things i want to do/cant wait to do this month. im going skydiving next weekend, weekend after that i am getting my new tattoo, and then the week after that there is a faint concert i wouldnt mind going to in jacksonville. so much to do so little time. all for now, hopefully all these amazing things in my life will keep going and stay good. 

sincerely yours,

mur