alright

normally i dont let things get to me. however i have major issues with feeling left out abandoned etc. i'd like to think im a good friend, always there for people and the like. however this morning this fairly small incident put me over the edge i wasnt even aware i was so close to. im awake fairly early as usual, when audra gets up and i ask why she is up so early. she says shes going to breakfast with chelsea, alright thats fine its just her and chelsea not a big deal. then steph comes over and she is going as well. im just sitting in the living room on my computer and audra had already asked me what i was doing for the day, when i replied nothing no invite. its ok at the time i figured it was just her and chelsea, then all three of them stand in the living room deciding were to go and leave. no invite, no good bye, no see you later. am i really that forgettable, or am i really someone that apparently no one wants to hang out with. what is wrong with me eh? i do favors for everyone and im just left yet again. i had felt like for once i had actually gotten a close group of chick friends, but i guess not. megan i miss you. alaina too. fuck, ok im not going to be passive aggressive, im going to ask them about it when they get back cuz really i have no idea why im so upset. im tired of having to invite myself, i feel as if im imposing, shouldn't i just be invited?

sincerely yours

mur

im

i am going to be in port charlotte on saturday, sunday i am going to tampa, and then monday i fly out to canada. the great white north. its going to be super chilly. 

sincerely yours,

mur

Turns out

Egypt was not going to take most of Megan's credits. therefore she is now coming back to scad. im so super happy, like almost to tears, i have my best friend back :).

sincerely yours,

mur

content

while after this week of spending time with my best friend and husband i thought i would be feeling quite lonely, im actually quite content with my situation. i feel as if i have so much ahead of me and no one to really hold me back. i mean sure i wouldnt mind the companionship i feel as if im missing all the heart break that would come with it. i'd rather just stay in this content bliss, hopefully it lasts. 

sincerely yours,

mur

this girl

this girl was probably the closest thing i'll ever have to a best friend. she left today for winter break, and after that she is go to cairo to study egyptology. i wish her the best and i cant wait to come see her. egypt here i come.

sincerely yours,

mur 

this was me

i skydived today. it was amazing. 

sincerely yours,

mur

art history blog

hey i have a new art history blog, you should check it out and discuss! i also post some of my art on there as well.

sincerely yours,

mur

www.myrriah-gossett.blogspot.com 

ive been

ive been writing in a journal lately, i should try and transfer some stuff onto here. this quarter is almost over, and that scares me. it means there is now less time for me to figure out what to do. i love scad, i love the people at scad, and i do like my major, but thats it, i just like it. i love photography but i just feel like with what i want to do in my life im not sure if it makes sense. i know you should do what you love, but i also love helping people. i have these large lofty goals for my photography and im not sure if i am even good enough to do it. ive seen a ton of good and a ton of really bad photos while in school here, and im not sure what category people put mine in. art history is super interesting as well, but i realized the other day what interests me the most is studying people. this would be the study of anthropology, so i might take an anthropology class next quarter to see how that goes. i always question what would have happened if i applied at a larger school and got in. i really wish i would have done that just to see the possibilities not necessarily change them, but at least see. my curiosity is peaked. 

sincerely yours,

mur

looking up

things are looking up once again. hopefully this time it says that way. 

sincerely yours,

mur

constant

the only constant in my life lately seems to be the ache and pain of the muscles i dont ever get to use anymore. this muscle that runs my entire body is in sore everyday and its not because i work it in a good way. this muscle beats, and creates life, but a life that i want to share. it is sore from being pushed in all the wrong ways. 

sincerely yours,

mur

are you

out there. would be nice if you showed up right about now. 

sincerely yours,

mur

FUCK

stress, school work, work, life, and relationships. fuck it all. 

sincerely yours,

mur

skydiving

didnt happen. stupid weather. alas, i do however have a voucher to go again whenever i want for FREE well not for free i already paid for it, but it kinda feels like it. the center is really nice too and said they would gladly let us camp on their property or stay in the bunks they have woot :D. so hopefully it will happen soon. 

sincerely yours,

mur

skydiving

it is happening tomorrow. crazy. 

sincerely yours,

mur

last night

was awesome. i went out for dinner and a movie with this guy name schuyler. hes super nice, and we seemed to get along great. so hopefully things will work out and continue. i have so many things i want to do/cant wait to do this month. im going skydiving next weekend, weekend after that i am getting my new tattoo, and then the week after that there is a faint concert i wouldnt mind going to in jacksonville. so much to do so little time. all for now, hopefully all these amazing things in my life will keep going and stay good. 

sincerely yours,

mur

looking up

things are looking way up. i feel some change gonna come, hopefully. more details to come later. for now im off to fight battles with this cold, and hopefully shoot two rolls of film tonight. 

sincerely yours,

mur

voted

so i sent in my absentee ballot a few days  ago. it feels pretty amazing to vote i do have to say. i know some people may say its only one little vote, but hey if my one little vote adds up with lots of other peoples one little vote its going to count. i loved the feeling of filling in those silly little bubbles, and i hope to shiva there is no hanging chad junk this year. florida better be on that shiza. i decided to keep my registration in florida because it has more of a chance of voting democratic then georgia does. florida is also worth more in the electoral college so hopefully my vote makes it all the way back to charlotte county this week and it will be the start of a change. 

sincerely yours,

mur

anyone

up for no emotional good sex. its been a long time. lame.

im blunt what can i say. 

sincerely yours, 

mur

have i gone crazy

me, yes me, i am going sky diving. crazy huh? i have this crazy fear of heights. im going to cry on the plane. i can see it now. 

its all megan's fault. i'll just blame her to make me feel better. 

sincerely yours,

mur

school

its the first week of school and so far i really like all my classes. i have tons of work to do and friends to catch up with. so keeping this short. 

sincerely yours,

mur

i feel shallow

is it bad that i have more of an intellectual relationship with his best friend? its so weird. i find him more attractive physically however im pretty sure the other j knows more about me then he does. i do find my self to be mentally attracted to other j but i feel super shallow because im not physically attracted to him. i feel im to young to be so concerned about these kind of things and i should just have fun. but i want to be happy. its so weird. awkward situation over all. hopefully somewhere out there, there is a man who is both and can fill all my expectations. 

sincerely yours,

mur

i hope

im not going to be the only one who likes going up stairs to hang out with the neighbors. they're actually pretty nice guys, and not jerky drunks either. yey they drink but hey its college and i dont mind doing it in moderation. convenience as well, hey if i do drink upstairs its not like i have to drive home. plus a few of them are not bad looking either which makes life and living here so much more interesting haha. 

well thats all for now, dont worry guys im not going to become a drunk who flunks out of school. 

sincerely yours,

mur

i am awake

im am awake for what seems like no reason. i just woke up tried to go back to sleep and it just wont occur. there is so much going on soon. its all so exciting. cary gets here on monday and possibly sarah as well because of hurricane ike. i have my district meeting today im pretty excited about that as well i missed all the folk at the paper. i cant wait for all the student media kids to get back, scad radio guys are so flipping funny. gah i just want the fall to start already, just so i can have everyone back. 

so ive been itching to change something. im not sure what. i thought maybe a hair cut but its really hard to do much to my hair without it being a drastic change. its a bit to early for my next tattoo, i like to think about them for a super long time before i get them to make sure im going to like them in the long run. its just such an expensive habit. so im left with a new piercing. i dont want my lip done, i just dont think it would look right on my face. so i was thinking of a few one on my ear, just gotta find a place first. 

im going shopping with audra today. so that will be fun, hopefully get some new clothes for school :D. going swimming later with steven. i love being in the pool again it makes me feel so much better, and i love the solidarity of it. being able to just think about anything is what i loved about swimming so much, that and if your ever in a bad mood taking it out in the pool is amazing. 

well i guess thats it for now. im going to try and go back to sleep. 

sincerely yours,

mur

weird feelings

so ive always normally been the i want love kinda girl. however lately ive been feeling so different about so many things. i want to try so many new things in my life, and probably not stay in one place for to long once i graduate, and travel a bunch while im in school too. so i guess what i have now with the current interest works out well. its just such an odd feeling, almost like having no feelings for the person, but they are there. i donno its so weird to me. i almost feel like a shallow guy who wants the perks of a relationship without the commitment. so strange i dont know what to think about it anymore. 

sincerely yours,

mur

work

i like my job a lot. im sure i'll be glad when this weekend is over however, tonight was slammed. we had like 150 people tonight. soooo much booze was consumed. made pretty good tip money. still so many things for me to learn though. my feet are killing me, i need to get some shoe inserts or something. 

i like it though. well all for now. i work again tomorrow, and im super tired. so sleep here i come. 

sincerely yours,

mur

so excited!

i just got an opportunity im so thankful for. EF tours just called me and want me to be a group leader. i hope this works out. o dear traveling for free just what i want to do. :)

sincerely yours,

mur

my head and chest hurt

and its my own fault for waiting for so long to study. now im super tired and stressed. ive looked over all the power points and cheat sheets, going to review again in the morning. and i have this overwhelming urg to cry i donno why. just do. things arnt that horrible at all in my life what so ever. there are just a few things i would like to change. so im going to watch greys anatomy, cuz it can always make me cry when i need to haha. 

sincerely yours,

mur

just going to come out and say it

im pretty sure not to many people read this. so hey its my blog to get my feelings out. i want some sex. thats that. i said it. 

i just

want to be held. 

sincerely yours,

mur

weekend in pc

this weekend went well. i had so much fun on friday and saturday nights. ahh the girls always can make me smile.

however there was way to much drunk dialing going on..sorry to those who know what im talking about.

i have however been slightly disapointed in a few things.

life is such a hypocrasy. 

because im an independent 19 year old..who happens to have a relationship thats not all boyfriend girlfriend lovey dovy im a "slut"

however i feel like a reason its not the boyfriend girlfriend stance..is because im not however slutty enough..perhaps. i donno, maybe if i post pictures of myself in lingerie it apparently gets me some respect from some parties. who knows. i hope that wouldnt get me respect. 

i know these have been getting vague and short, but its just thoughts down in here. so all for now.

sincerely yours,

mur 

after seeing olympic stuff

i always feel like a super lame athlete and wish i had continued swimming.

it happens.

i might wake up early to do research for my paper, then go swim. maybe

hey if dora torres can go to the olympics at 40 i can get back in shape for sure. 

gotta see if the tattoo is finished peeling, hopefully it is.

i wish

i with everything was simple, and staight foward. is that so much to ask. i never understand at all and maybe im over reaching, which is possible. i just get way to impatient. boys and my brain why do you play this game. 

on a lighter note, my new job is good. 

i'll be your intellectual goofy artist if you'll be my philosophical anxiety musician. 

you

i just wanna be there right now. with you. for more then selfish reasons, more then to finally feel something for someone else again. im hoping this works out. you probably dont even read this. so hopefully you dont. i like you, and i hope you feel the same. its only been a short time, but i hope it continues. im still edgy on so many things, still questioning so many things. some i hope are right and others are wrong. and i hope this works itself into something that will create growth in us both. 

sincerely yours,

mur

new things

new things seem to be going well for me. the whole thing with j guy seem to be going good, i do have a few doubts about a few things but maybe he'll prove me wrong in the end. i hope he does cuz i like the guy, so i hope i dont get screwed over. 

the new job isnt to bad im hosting for only 6 and hour so hopefully i get moved up to serving at least 2-3 times a week. i might go with audra to the pink house sometime and see if they are still hiring because i know i would make mucho dinero there. 

me and audra went to the animal shelter yesterday and found the CUTEST cat ever. her name is diamond right now but if all goes as planned we will be getting her on monday and she will be come tuesday! so excited. 

this is my last week of french class so hopefully i can pull off a B in the class and all will be well. im loving my baroque class im hoping i did well on that test. i know i aced the essay its just the dates on the ID section im worried about i know i got all the artists and titles right. 

well i do have french homework to do, and i would like to finish cleaning up my room. oo and i have decided to start keeping a food journal because i was loosing weight pretty steady from riding my bike, but ive hit a straight spot so now a diet is in need. 

i was planning on going to port charlotte this coming weekend but with the new job im not sure if that is going to happen. so we'll see how it goes. a trip back home in august might work out better. or maybe the weekend after this one i might be able to get off if i can talk to my manager and she doesnt care. oo and the drama at the new job as already started. horray! so should be interesting, but hey at least i get to interact with more people now. 

alright all for now

sincerely yours,

mur

super bored

so i quit my job at the ghost tours. im trying to get a job a restaurant in town. ive got a good feeling about a few of them so i hope it works out. there was some crazy stuff going down at the house with sketchy people and drugs i think. so i dont want to be around there when things go down with things dealing with those kinds of things. 

so besides a job hunt, and school theres not much to do since everyone left. nasser leaves tomorrow so its going to be me and steven in the house for a while. other good thing about a new job, would be to hopefully meet more people here in town since everyone is gone.

so im still technically working at the house, but they only have me on the schedule for saturday and sunday. im hoping i get friday off because j is having a get together at his place. so if i go out there coming into town to work a tour wouldnt really work out well since he is out in the boro. 

things seem to be going well with j. i hope it continues i dont really feel like getting walked over again. the b man was good for getting back into the swing of things, but the way it ended i guess was not that great for me. i was left confused.

so good thing for today. i did get my money back from scad so now im not broke and not to worried about the job thing right away. i have enough o pay for everything. i also was due for a new phone! so i got a new one today i like it a lot. 

so my dads birthday is this weekend as well. i feel bad for not being able to go home but im going to try and go at the end of the month, if the new job works wit that. so thats the other reason i need to get a job asap so i can ask about that.  

so thats about it for now. well that killed a bit of time. i have a bit of a headache so probably going to do the aspirin then study for french for a bit.

sincerely yours, 

mur 

been a few days

so the past few days have been pretty good. hit it off really well with new boy j. ive decided to pull a carrie bradshaw and stop using names, for the safety of others i guess. and then i can keep it some what ambiguous. took another french test today. wasn't to bad hope i did well. 

ive thinking about trying to find a new job. im just really bored with the one i have now, and the scheduling is super crappy. i never get a day off on the weekends, which totally blows. i'll get so burned out by the end of the summer if this keeps up. so i grabbed a few applications for a few place so we'll see what happens. making more money would be nice too. i would just ask for a raise, but im not in the best of terms with the boss at the moment. scheduling issues over the busy weekend. wasn't good. 

well back to the the j fella. things started kinda slow wasnt sure he was interested, but im pretty sure after saturday night its pretty good to say theres a mutual attraction. so hopefully things continue, and he just doesnt stop calling like the B man. 

soo bout it for now. have things to do, and then an nap of epic proportions is calling my name. 

sincerely yours,

mur

tomorrow

is going to be a good day i hope. meeting someone new is always exciting. me and sarah are gonna to to metro!!! i have classes tomorrow, im so glad its thursday. gah i cant wait for this weekend. friday will be fun as well, as long as work doesnt decide to be super lame and call me in last min. 

i got a 92 on my french test! always good, and all the research for my art history paper is going well. im actually not being a procrastinator for once, nice change. i should be doing some french homework now, just in case i have to work the 10:30 tour. 

so i guess i'll do that. i'll give a longer update sometime this weekend.

all for now folks

sincerely yours, 

mur

one door closes

another door opens for sure. i'll give more details later, but i think things are going to be looking up soon. i dont want to jinx anything quite yet. 

but i sure do like me some musicians :D

french test was today. think i did alright on it, hopefully. 

short one for today folks.

sincerely yours,

mur

lame

lame about sums up this whole guy situation. i dont understand, i hate stupid mind games, and games all together. im a very straight up person, and i wish people would just be the same as well. i mean its not like he's the only guy ive met, but so far hes the only one that has even called back. well there is one other guy, but im pretty sure hes gay and just doesnt know it yet. great! not really my type any way. 

gah, of course the one i like has to be the one that plays the games. i hate it. i dont understand it at all. i thought things were going well, and then he starts to ignore me... so being the straight up gal that i am, i call him out on it and ask, and of course he says no no no i just get caught up blah blah blah. ok i can take that, but then the next day you do the same thing..super lame. 

gah! well his loss, he is the one missing out on what he could have been getting if he had kept up with how he was in the first week. 

well now that ive bitched out on paper about guys lets get to work. alright im really sick of work. its so repetitive, and the hours are just not going well for me. i never get a weekend off, which doesnt help this whole trying to meet a guy thing. i mean normal jobs yeh if you work the weekends you get off by sometime between 6-10, i dont get off til after 12, by then nothings open, and who wants to start doing anything at that hour. im going to look around and see who's hiring. i have a feeling im going to feel bad about leaving the tours, like im screwing them over but, i cant take how repetitive it is, i donno how my manager does it. i would have killed myself or quit by now. 

all right im done, f-k i have a french exam tomorrow. guess i'll study for a while then get ready to go. were going to see wall-e today! at least my whole weekend wont be a bust. 

sincerely yours,

mur

alone

its the weekend and im alone. yet again. my plans got dropped on me. super lame. kinda upset about it. i had a few things planned, but nope his loss i guess. maybe tomorrow. i have a bunch of homework to do, lame super lame. well i dont mind the art history, french class is kicking my ass though. just because its on hyper drive since its only a 5 week class. 

so far Baroque art class is interesting. im excited for that. well im probably going to bed..hopefully tomorrow brings better things. 

sincerely yours,

mur

started my classes today

i started my classes for the summer today. i have french mon-thursday at 8am. that was a bad choice, not for the class my professor is really nice, just the timing. im super tired now. i just woke up from a nap. my boss decided this week was a good time for me to start working more. horray! but at least im only working the 7 and 9 tours two days this week. dont have to stay up to late for the 10:30. that makes me happy.

my legs are gonna be ripped by the end of the summer, between riding my bike to class and walking at work bye bye fatty haha. ive already lost like 4 lbs this summer, im going for 10! 

money is super tight for me right now. i had to buy $200 worth of books for school so now im a bit on the broke side. however, since they applied part of my scholarship to my summer classes i think i get a refund check. however i dont want to count on it, so i guess it is actually good timing for more work. 

well im going to go take some advil study some french for a bit, fold laundry then probably chilling until work. all for now. 

sincerely yours,

mur 

i gave in

I finally got frustrated at the stupidity of walmart and took my bike to a bike shop. i couldn't take it, i didnt have the wrench that i needed to tighten everything up, along with missing parts. great! i love it! NOT! gah. on top of my horrible bike putting together skills when i walked into the bike shop the owner, or the guy at the counter desided to be mean about the fact that i brought in a walmart bike into his shop. o dear god!! im a freakin poor ass art student, of course i got my bike from walmart. i just need something to get from point a to point b dear god. 

he then was like well i cant just take a wrench to it for free, im fully aware of this fact and fully able to pay him for his work, but he could have been a bit nicer about the whole situation. 

so now i have to wait, he'll be done in about 2 hours, and in order for me to get my bike back since its going to be all in one piece, and they dont have bike racks at the bike shop? i have to walk down town then ride it back. horray i'll be a big sweaty mess. love it. 

oo well only nice part was ben was at the bike shop so said hi to him, and then left before i started bitching about his place of work. 

so now ive bitched here, and im done. 

sincerely yours,

mur

crash

gosh when i start liking someone i crash hard into it. i need to slow it down a bit. just for my own feelings sake. i want to be one of those girls that can be all non attached at first and gradually get there, its just so odd in our generation. i mean back in high school you didnt "date" people you were just "going out" its so odd. what happened to dating? why are we so expectant to just be in a full on blown out relationship every time there is mutual feelings. i mean there is so much to learn about people. 

i'll admit it, im a cosmopolitan reading, sex and the city watching gal, and they all talk about dating, however im not a samantha and going to sleep around, and carrie seems to be my best match (fans you know what im talking about haha). however even with her because it is only and hour long episode, you get dating 101 in about 10 min. or less. so what the hell are you saposta do when you finally get out of port charlotte and into a world were dating is what you do? 

cosmo is of no help, unless you want the 10 best ways to blow your mans mind. while that is all fine well and good, how do you get to the point where hes your man? that would be an interesting idea! 

well im going for a run,

sincerely yours,

mur

amazing

last night was so much fun. ben is a really nice guy, the whole night went really well i think. he defiantly won bonus points for the moonlight stroll at the beach after the movie haha. we were laughing about the cheesyness of it all but i thought it was super cute. hopefully this all continues. 

i got my bike yesterday! im excited, minus the putting it together part. the directions are so lame, i got fed up with it yesterday after i lost one of the bolts, so i gotta find that today. i'll probably clean up my room and do some laundry then try and tackle the bike again. ben offered to help, he did work at a bike shop, so we'll see if i can get it done haha. i want to have it registered with scad security this week so its good to go for classes next week.

oo thats another thing, not looking forward to having a class at 8am, but its french so hopefully it wont be horrible.  

well thats about it for now im going to go try and do a few things. 

sincerely yours,

mur

strangely familiar

so last night i met up with ben, a guy from match. we really hit it off. it seems like this could be something, but we're still seeing how it goes. meeting up with him tomorrow to hang out for the day.

just got home from work, im super tired, it was a long night with rain and junk. stupid storms and tourists yo, all i wanted to do was hang out today. we cleaned the house today well sorta, i cleaned up the living room and one of the bathrooms. nasser did the kitchen and we all worked on our rooms. hopefully it helps with the bugs and such.

we might call an exterminator the palmetto bugs are rediculoso. but were gonna try some home stuff first that we've heard from our parents to try. but the things really are everywhere. tonight on the tour they were all over the front of the house along with all over the street. EHK i dont like them very much. 

well all for now hopefully tomorrow goes well.

sincerely yours,

mur

home again..

i guess savannah really is my home now. its odd went i went home in pc i slept in the "guest" room and hardly knew were anything was because they moved stuff around and remodeled. 

odd when you finally leave the nest i guess. my classes start in about a week, im glad i need something to actually start waking up before noon for. also then i wont feel like my mind is wasting away. 

ive been really in the mood to take photos lately. i think when my bike gets here i'll just ride around and do some, its been a while since i did any architectural photos and i like them a lot. 

nasser is back! its good the house feels almost complete, cary just needs to get here. nasser also brought back delicious middle eastern stuff so not a bad deal. 

bought it for now, oo might be going on another date with phil maybe sometime soon. also talking with two other guys so we'll see where it goes. 

all for now.

sincerely yours,

mur

i miss things

being home has made me realize how much you can actually miss people. me and alaina have been hanging  out a lot, its so nice i missed her so much. 

also missed the whole gang it was nice to just be sitting playing video games and watching movies like i never left.

there has been quite a few changes however.

i miss relationships, never thought i'd say it but i do..

maybe summer classes will bring new opportunities. 

sincerely yours,

mur

going home

Im going home tomorrow. i work tonight. thats about it. oo my date went well, hes a nice guy probably will go out again sometime. 

but im waiting for my laundry to finish, then packing. leaving tomorrow around 8 or 9am so i'll be back in PC around 3 or 4 if all goes well. 

tentative plan thus far.

Monday: drive, movie night maybe

tuesday: alainas graduation, docotors appointment, then hanging out with alaina again.

wed: donno yet

thursday: pictures with sarah! woot. 

all for now

Sincerely yours, 

Mur

alright. i have a confession to make. its going to sound odd, but yes i have an account on match.com. it was one of those silly little try this for free for a month things, and i said why not. ive been finding it hard to find a date here anyway, and turns out those commercials are right. its pretty easy on the website. and i actually have a date tomorrow afternoon. his name is phil, hes pretty interesting he graduated last year from notre dame with a degree in history and latin, a fellow nerd :D, and hes currently in the army. so we'll see how this goes. im kinda excited and nervous at the same time. and i now damn the fact that i work at night and a dinner date will be hard to come by. 

any woot, last night i worked for the first time all week. it was kinda slow, did all three tours but they were smaller groups, all nice people though. made some good tips on the first tour which i thought was funny because its usually my works one because i tend to forget where i am on the first one because its so much freakin crap to know lol. i should really probably take my tour guide exam soon, i dont want to get the house in trouble. but ive seemed to have lost the packet, it has to be somewhere in the abyss of my room. i think at one point this summer i want to clean stuff out, mostly my drawers full of clothes i hardly wear, and make more space for new clothes haha. 

alright well thats it for now.

sincerely yours, 

Mur

so i really do need that other job. or at least it feels like it. i have had nothing to do for the past few days. but today should be fun me and audra are going shopping. :D im only going to get a few things, because i did the math and i realized i have way more money in my account once it all comes out then i thought i did. horray! but another job would be nice so i can save up a ton of money for the school year. 

last night steven and i went on a pms food run. or at least thats what it looked like when we checked out. we had two tubs of ice cream, and three packages of cookies along with cereal and the two new flavors of mountain dew. haha we were in a bit of a junk food mood for the day. i donno what im going to do tonight. well i know the finally for top chief is on tonight so im def. watching that, and cooking dinner par usual. audra works tonight and steven works until close so he wont be back until later. maybe i'll actually do the work out video i bought. 

ive been reading the other boleyn girl, its really good. i would recommend, its defiantly more of a girly book but its still pretty interesting. 

well thats about it for now. 

sincerely yours, 

Mur

another job and dinner

So today i applied for another job. i need to make some more money. so hopefully i get a job at either home run video or mellow mushroom. i just need a second job to make more money for the summer. so we'll see what happened. 

im making dinner tonight cuz everyone else is working. so im making honey mustard chicken, carrots, and corn. yum.

thats really all about today. oo i took cary to the airport, so he'll be back in the fall. its only me at home right now. and there is a storm outside. wish i could just cuddle up with a good movie. or maybe i'll read some more of my book. but for now im watching law and order while dinner cooks. 

all for now. 

people watching and the house

So ive realized that the best part of the phone slave part of my job is the people watching. Seriously i sit outside and just watch all kinds of events. Last night there was a wedding at the church across the square, and then all the guests just filed past as they went over to the hilton for the reception. Theres always the crowed of people who live on the block and walk there dogs around. along with the people heading to mellow mushroom, and of corse the tourists. I had to give a tour last night to about 15 girl scouts and some other poor tourists who had to deal with the 15 girl scouts. they werent that crazy most of the time but it got a little ridiculoso at the cemetery. I got let off work early because not enough people showed up for the 10:30 to split into different groups. 

So back the house i went. so the girls upstairs had been moving out all day and when i get back i notice people still moving stuff...but it was the new guys moving up stairs. They were pretty good about not being that loud i have to say they seem promising on the not going to be to crazy party...well minus the miller light glowing sign..but maybe its just one of them..hopefully. They wont be here until august anyway so we have a whole summer of the entire house to our selves. Well not like we can really go upstairs but w.e. 

i did clean the house yesterday. well most of it. the living has to wait because cary i think has yet to move off the couch. i came out this morning and the TV was still on so im guessing yet another late night movie marathon. i also cooked dinner last night and i only ate a little bit before work cuz i figured i would just eat more when i got off cuz usually im starving when i get off work. but alas cary and steven had destroyed the food. cary ate all the rice as well cuz steven doesnt eve like rice haha. so i know i need to make enough food for an army or put my portions away before i leave or else i will die of starvation in this house haha. 

audra gets back today! horray! the guys have out numbered me and i have been forced ot do more cleaning then usual. so hopefully she will help me crack the rains on the guys. cary leaves tomorrow afternoon to go to New Hampshire. Then emily is coming for a bit on tuesday. so hopefully this will be a good week. 

all for now maybe another post has the day goes on and things get eventful.

Sincerely, Mur 

the first

Ahh the first blog. I really hope this doesn't just become a place for me to bitch about relationships but, I will try and keep people up on other things in my life. 

So I've officially finished my first year of college! Feels pretty good, it went by so fast I dont know exactly how i feel about it yet. So far my summer has been fairly boring and such. Worked, went and saw two movies so far, and have been listening to the girls upstairs moving out. It's kinda lame they started moving today at 9am. I was looking forward to sleeping in but my room is by the stairs, so that went out the door. 

Eveyone is gone, its so wierd being here without the people i met here. Well cary is still here, but hes currently asleep on the couch after a all nighter movie marathon after he figured out we had HBO. Steven is at work, which is hopefully busy and hes making lots of money. I have to work tonight..just phone duty until the 10:30 tour. And then we see if we have enough tourists to break into two tours. 

Im going down to PC on June 9th. I miss people there so hopefully it will be fun. I do actually have to admit i miss my family as well. While the house sure does feel like one. With me and Audra as moms. I wrote the guys a note today informing them that we are not their moms so they actually do have to clean. I unfortunately couldn't take the kitchen any more and cleaned even though it was stevens turn....

well im thinking of going down the the coffee shop by the park, ive never been there so i thought i might bring a book and my computer and start being one of those coffee shop loiterers, but we'll see. 

thats all for now. we'll see how often i actually keep up with this. Im going to try and post new pictures on the side bars every once in a while. For now enjoy one of my photos from an HDR project in PHTOFND II.

Sincerely Yours, Mur