one door closes

another door opens for sure. i'll give more details later, but i think things are going to be looking up soon. i dont want to jinx anything quite yet. 

but i sure do like me some musicians :D

french test was today. think i did alright on it, hopefully. 

short one for today folks.

sincerely yours,

mur

lame

lame about sums up this whole guy situation. i dont understand, i hate stupid mind games, and games all together. im a very straight up person, and i wish people would just be the same as well. i mean its not like he's the only guy ive met, but so far hes the only one that has even called back. well there is one other guy, but im pretty sure hes gay and just doesnt know it yet. great! not really my type any way. 

gah, of course the one i like has to be the one that plays the games. i hate it. i dont understand it at all. i thought things were going well, and then he starts to ignore me... so being the straight up gal that i am, i call him out on it and ask, and of course he says no no no i just get caught up blah blah blah. ok i can take that, but then the next day you do the same thing..super lame. 

gah! well his loss, he is the one missing out on what he could have been getting if he had kept up with how he was in the first week. 

well now that ive bitched out on paper about guys lets get to work. alright im really sick of work. its so repetitive, and the hours are just not going well for me. i never get a weekend off, which doesnt help this whole trying to meet a guy thing. i mean normal jobs yeh if you work the weekends you get off by sometime between 6-10, i dont get off til after 12, by then nothings open, and who wants to start doing anything at that hour. im going to look around and see who's hiring. i have a feeling im going to feel bad about leaving the tours, like im screwing them over but, i cant take how repetitive it is, i donno how my manager does it. i would have killed myself or quit by now. 

all right im done, f-k i have a french exam tomorrow. guess i'll study for a while then get ready to go. were going to see wall-e today! at least my whole weekend wont be a bust. 

sincerely yours,

mur

alone

its the weekend and im alone. yet again. my plans got dropped on me. super lame. kinda upset about it. i had a few things planned, but nope his loss i guess. maybe tomorrow. i have a bunch of homework to do, lame super lame. well i dont mind the art history, french class is kicking my ass though. just because its on hyper drive since its only a 5 week class. 

so far Baroque art class is interesting. im excited for that. well im probably going to bed..hopefully tomorrow brings better things. 

sincerely yours,

mur

started my classes today

i started my classes for the summer today. i have french mon-thursday at 8am. that was a bad choice, not for the class my professor is really nice, just the timing. im super tired now. i just woke up from a nap. my boss decided this week was a good time for me to start working more. horray! but at least im only working the 7 and 9 tours two days this week. dont have to stay up to late for the 10:30. that makes me happy.

my legs are gonna be ripped by the end of the summer, between riding my bike to class and walking at work bye bye fatty haha. ive already lost like 4 lbs this summer, im going for 10! 

money is super tight for me right now. i had to buy $200 worth of books for school so now im a bit on the broke side. however, since they applied part of my scholarship to my summer classes i think i get a refund check. however i dont want to count on it, so i guess it is actually good timing for more work. 

well im going to go take some advil study some french for a bit, fold laundry then probably chilling until work. all for now. 

sincerely yours,

mur 

i gave in

I finally got frustrated at the stupidity of walmart and took my bike to a bike shop. i couldn't take it, i didnt have the wrench that i needed to tighten everything up, along with missing parts. great! i love it! NOT! gah. on top of my horrible bike putting together skills when i walked into the bike shop the owner, or the guy at the counter desided to be mean about the fact that i brought in a walmart bike into his shop. o dear god!! im a freakin poor ass art student, of course i got my bike from walmart. i just need something to get from point a to point b dear god. 

he then was like well i cant just take a wrench to it for free, im fully aware of this fact and fully able to pay him for his work, but he could have been a bit nicer about the whole situation. 

so now i have to wait, he'll be done in about 2 hours, and in order for me to get my bike back since its going to be all in one piece, and they dont have bike racks at the bike shop? i have to walk down town then ride it back. horray i'll be a big sweaty mess. love it. 

oo well only nice part was ben was at the bike shop so said hi to him, and then left before i started bitching about his place of work. 

so now ive bitched here, and im done. 

sincerely yours,

mur

crash

gosh when i start liking someone i crash hard into it. i need to slow it down a bit. just for my own feelings sake. i want to be one of those girls that can be all non attached at first and gradually get there, its just so odd in our generation. i mean back in high school you didnt "date" people you were just "going out" its so odd. what happened to dating? why are we so expectant to just be in a full on blown out relationship every time there is mutual feelings. i mean there is so much to learn about people. 

i'll admit it, im a cosmopolitan reading, sex and the city watching gal, and they all talk about dating, however im not a samantha and going to sleep around, and carrie seems to be my best match (fans you know what im talking about haha). however even with her because it is only and hour long episode, you get dating 101 in about 10 min. or less. so what the hell are you saposta do when you finally get out of port charlotte and into a world were dating is what you do? 

cosmo is of no help, unless you want the 10 best ways to blow your mans mind. while that is all fine well and good, how do you get to the point where hes your man? that would be an interesting idea! 

well im going for a run,

sincerely yours,

mur

amazing

last night was so much fun. ben is a really nice guy, the whole night went really well i think. he defiantly won bonus points for the moonlight stroll at the beach after the movie haha. we were laughing about the cheesyness of it all but i thought it was super cute. hopefully this all continues. 

i got my bike yesterday! im excited, minus the putting it together part. the directions are so lame, i got fed up with it yesterday after i lost one of the bolts, so i gotta find that today. i'll probably clean up my room and do some laundry then try and tackle the bike again. ben offered to help, he did work at a bike shop, so we'll see if i can get it done haha. i want to have it registered with scad security this week so its good to go for classes next week.

oo thats another thing, not looking forward to having a class at 8am, but its french so hopefully it wont be horrible.  

well thats about it for now im going to go try and do a few things. 

sincerely yours,

mur

strangely familiar

so last night i met up with ben, a guy from match. we really hit it off. it seems like this could be something, but we're still seeing how it goes. meeting up with him tomorrow to hang out for the day.

just got home from work, im super tired, it was a long night with rain and junk. stupid storms and tourists yo, all i wanted to do was hang out today. we cleaned the house today well sorta, i cleaned up the living room and one of the bathrooms. nasser did the kitchen and we all worked on our rooms. hopefully it helps with the bugs and such.

we might call an exterminator the palmetto bugs are rediculoso. but were gonna try some home stuff first that we've heard from our parents to try. but the things really are everywhere. tonight on the tour they were all over the front of the house along with all over the street. EHK i dont like them very much. 

well all for now hopefully tomorrow goes well.

sincerely yours,

mur

home again..

i guess savannah really is my home now. its odd went i went home in pc i slept in the "guest" room and hardly knew were anything was because they moved stuff around and remodeled. 

odd when you finally leave the nest i guess. my classes start in about a week, im glad i need something to actually start waking up before noon for. also then i wont feel like my mind is wasting away. 

ive been really in the mood to take photos lately. i think when my bike gets here i'll just ride around and do some, its been a while since i did any architectural photos and i like them a lot. 

nasser is back! its good the house feels almost complete, cary just needs to get here. nasser also brought back delicious middle eastern stuff so not a bad deal. 

bought it for now, oo might be going on another date with phil maybe sometime soon. also talking with two other guys so we'll see where it goes. 

all for now.

sincerely yours,

mur

i miss things

being home has made me realize how much you can actually miss people. me and alaina have been hanging  out a lot, its so nice i missed her so much. 

also missed the whole gang it was nice to just be sitting playing video games and watching movies like i never left.

there has been quite a few changes however.

i miss relationships, never thought i'd say it but i do..

maybe summer classes will bring new opportunities. 

sincerely yours,

mur

going home

Im going home tomorrow. i work tonight. thats about it. oo my date went well, hes a nice guy probably will go out again sometime. 

but im waiting for my laundry to finish, then packing. leaving tomorrow around 8 or 9am so i'll be back in PC around 3 or 4 if all goes well. 

tentative plan thus far.

Monday: drive, movie night maybe

tuesday: alainas graduation, docotors appointment, then hanging out with alaina again.

wed: donno yet

thursday: pictures with sarah! woot. 

all for now

Sincerely yours, 

Mur

alright. i have a confession to make. its going to sound odd, but yes i have an account on match.com. it was one of those silly little try this for free for a month things, and i said why not. ive been finding it hard to find a date here anyway, and turns out those commercials are right. its pretty easy on the website. and i actually have a date tomorrow afternoon. his name is phil, hes pretty interesting he graduated last year from notre dame with a degree in history and latin, a fellow nerd :D, and hes currently in the army. so we'll see how this goes. im kinda excited and nervous at the same time. and i now damn the fact that i work at night and a dinner date will be hard to come by. 

any woot, last night i worked for the first time all week. it was kinda slow, did all three tours but they were smaller groups, all nice people though. made some good tips on the first tour which i thought was funny because its usually my works one because i tend to forget where i am on the first one because its so much freakin crap to know lol. i should really probably take my tour guide exam soon, i dont want to get the house in trouble. but ive seemed to have lost the packet, it has to be somewhere in the abyss of my room. i think at one point this summer i want to clean stuff out, mostly my drawers full of clothes i hardly wear, and make more space for new clothes haha. 

alright well thats it for now.

sincerely yours, 

Mur

so i really do need that other job. or at least it feels like it. i have had nothing to do for the past few days. but today should be fun me and audra are going shopping. :D im only going to get a few things, because i did the math and i realized i have way more money in my account once it all comes out then i thought i did. horray! but another job would be nice so i can save up a ton of money for the school year. 

last night steven and i went on a pms food run. or at least thats what it looked like when we checked out. we had two tubs of ice cream, and three packages of cookies along with cereal and the two new flavors of mountain dew. haha we were in a bit of a junk food mood for the day. i donno what im going to do tonight. well i know the finally for top chief is on tonight so im def. watching that, and cooking dinner par usual. audra works tonight and steven works until close so he wont be back until later. maybe i'll actually do the work out video i bought. 

ive been reading the other boleyn girl, its really good. i would recommend, its defiantly more of a girly book but its still pretty interesting. 

well thats about it for now. 

sincerely yours, 

Mur

another job and dinner

So today i applied for another job. i need to make some more money. so hopefully i get a job at either home run video or mellow mushroom. i just need a second job to make more money for the summer. so we'll see what happened. 

im making dinner tonight cuz everyone else is working. so im making honey mustard chicken, carrots, and corn. yum.

thats really all about today. oo i took cary to the airport, so he'll be back in the fall. its only me at home right now. and there is a storm outside. wish i could just cuddle up with a good movie. or maybe i'll read some more of my book. but for now im watching law and order while dinner cooks. 

all for now. 

people watching and the house

So ive realized that the best part of the phone slave part of my job is the people watching. Seriously i sit outside and just watch all kinds of events. Last night there was a wedding at the church across the square, and then all the guests just filed past as they went over to the hilton for the reception. Theres always the crowed of people who live on the block and walk there dogs around. along with the people heading to mellow mushroom, and of corse the tourists. I had to give a tour last night to about 15 girl scouts and some other poor tourists who had to deal with the 15 girl scouts. they werent that crazy most of the time but it got a little ridiculoso at the cemetery. I got let off work early because not enough people showed up for the 10:30 to split into different groups. 

So back the house i went. so the girls upstairs had been moving out all day and when i get back i notice people still moving stuff...but it was the new guys moving up stairs. They were pretty good about not being that loud i have to say they seem promising on the not going to be to crazy party...well minus the miller light glowing sign..but maybe its just one of them..hopefully. They wont be here until august anyway so we have a whole summer of the entire house to our selves. Well not like we can really go upstairs but w.e. 

i did clean the house yesterday. well most of it. the living has to wait because cary i think has yet to move off the couch. i came out this morning and the TV was still on so im guessing yet another late night movie marathon. i also cooked dinner last night and i only ate a little bit before work cuz i figured i would just eat more when i got off cuz usually im starving when i get off work. but alas cary and steven had destroyed the food. cary ate all the rice as well cuz steven doesnt eve like rice haha. so i know i need to make enough food for an army or put my portions away before i leave or else i will die of starvation in this house haha. 

audra gets back today! horray! the guys have out numbered me and i have been forced ot do more cleaning then usual. so hopefully she will help me crack the rains on the guys. cary leaves tomorrow afternoon to go to New Hampshire. Then emily is coming for a bit on tuesday. so hopefully this will be a good week. 

all for now maybe another post has the day goes on and things get eventful.

Sincerely, Mur