ive been

ive been writing in a journal lately, i should try and transfer some stuff onto here. this quarter is almost over, and that scares me. it means there is now less time for me to figure out what to do. i love scad, i love the people at scad, and i do like my major, but thats it, i just like it. i love photography but i just feel like with what i want to do in my life im not sure if it makes sense. i know you should do what you love, but i also love helping people. i have these large lofty goals for my photography and im not sure if i am even good enough to do it. ive seen a ton of good and a ton of really bad photos while in school here, and im not sure what category people put mine in. art history is super interesting as well, but i realized the other day what interests me the most is studying people. this would be the study of anthropology, so i might take an anthropology class next quarter to see how that goes. i always question what would have happened if i applied at a larger school and got in. i really wish i would have done that just to see the possibilities not necessarily change them, but at least see. my curiosity is peaked. 

sincerely yours,

mur